I am depressed. Yes suffering with bipolar disorder it comes with the territory, but there are other reasons I’m depressed today, and the weather is at the top of my list.
Lately here on the West Coast the weather has been less than desirable. Mind you it could be worse. I could be in Prince George where there is still snow — YUCK! Here though in the Valley it’s been warm one day (kinda) with overcast and then muggy rain, then cold rain, then hail and so on and so on. I absolutely hate it!
It’s May people! I miss seasons. You remember those? Spring, Summer, Winter, Fall. Now I get those seasons but in no particular order. I’m thinking this Christmas it will be a balmy 35 degrees with the sun melting my snowman and it’s going to piss me off royally if that starts to happen.
The weather is making me feel melancholy. The boys are going nuts playing inside. I’m going nuts with no internet connection. Yep – my other reason for being depressed. I have no internet right now. No particular reason other than we had to get our van fixed and didn’t pay the cable/internet bill. It was one or the other, which bites but you know that’s just how life goes.
It’s been a long time since I was in a funk, not knowing how to pull myself out of it. I just wish the sun was shining as when it does it always seems to perk up my mood and motivate me to do the things that have to get done.
I can’t wait for summer to start. I hope the weather changes soon and the funky rain goes away and the sun comes out to play. I miss my kids. I miss spending time with them and we have some pretty cool family outings planned this year here around town and in the city.
Oh well. My mood will go away eventually. I hope.
What do you do on bad weather days to get out of a rainy blues?